The moment that it all unfurled, the heavens came down crashing on my world. And everything that I called my own was hacked at, the support beams in my home. And now I'm stuck beneath floor boards fondling, neglegent, and broken hearted for oxygen. But if you think I've given up on your world, get ready for me, I'm damned but I'm not dead.
I'm not dead. Every word you told me is just an echo in my head. But I'm not dead.
I've spent the last few months on the lam, it felt like years searching for postage stamps, and overcoming panic attacks. I'm frantically, manically trying to win you back. And now I'm stuck in this hell on fire, these photographs of you are all that inspire me now. I write these letters and dwell, you've forsaken me, breaking me I yell "I'm not dead."
So with my ink stained pen in hand I finish writing these letters and all my stamps. With the hopes that you will return, with those sea-foam, deceitful eyes that burn. With the same fire glowing nightly, at your new home you set camp to spite me. So if you get this please write me back, sincerely yours and matter of fact. I'm not dead.
Backed up in the lies you told. I'm sorry but girl you are the only one who can cure my heart attacks. I promise that I will win you back.
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